Trust and Pain

As far as memory goes 

This is not to fantasize 

I was fool, I was bad 

I was really being unwise. 

Winning streaks came in handy 

And I forgot to lose 

Nobody had nothing to do 

With my life's woes. 

 Now that I've lost 

The last battle 

That i undertook

I need to read 

And to remove 

A few leaves

Outta my book.

To go ahead in life 

I need to undo 

What I did 

I want to hang on 

And forget 

All that I bid. 

I need to relocate 

My love to my life 

Nobody would again 

Come between my strife.

Constant ahead 

Shall I now move 

All obstacles 

My determination will remove 

And nobody shall 

Ever succeed 

To break my trust again 

For shall i never 

Thrust it onto nobody 

And shall not have 

To Bear again, the pain.

                17 September, 2008