The Barrens through the Heaven

As far as memory goes  This is not to fantasize  I was fool, I was bad  I was really being unwise.  Winning streaks came in handy  And I forgot to lose  Nobody had nothing to do  With my life's woes.   Now that I've lost  The last battle  That i undertook I need to read  And to remove  A few leaves Outta my book. To go ahead in life  I need to undo  What I did  I want to hang on  And forget  All that I bid.  I need to relocate  My love to my life  Nobody would again  Come between my strife. Constant ahead  Shall I now move  All obstacles  My determination will remove  And nobody shall  Ever succeed  To break my trust again  For shall i never  Thrust it onto nobody  And shall not have  To Bear again, the pain.                    17 September, 2008

*************************** Comfortable Journey Into the dreams they take me I fly and fly to hell I am away, I am around. The pain touches me not; It strikes me every few moments And these moments are delayed By every passing hour. To the seventh sky I fly I meet the divine, I feel I find my way to heaven I find not the way back. I fight, I run. I roam around While every bet is won. When there is nothing for me to stake on; I lay still, so comfortable. The pain is nowhere The limbs lay numb. I wake into this world again The pain strikes me again, with enhanced strength, And I begin craving for rave I take it, and lay again, Comfortable in, My visitBeyond the seventh sky... **************************

These feathers I do wear They weigh no more than air But Still, While holding them onto, The pressure's more than I can bear; These Feathers in The Diadem. I go ahead into this world It grows day by day. I bet , I lose, No remorses there. I bet , I win, To add up a new feather. One more, Feather in the Diadem. Every feather I do Add, Should make me lesser sad; But with every victory I make; I crave for achievement sake. I lose myself in the Ho-Hum; And in the end its just, Another Feather in The Diadem...

I move through Fringed avenue Everyday with Gloom anew.. This avenue is one I built with relish This dream was one i caressed and wished Oh! I believed It'd never shatter Oh! I trusted Myself,more than it matter. Its all broken Its all lost And that what haunts me Is the ghost Of This fringed avenue! I move through This fringed avenue Everyday with Gloom anew. I had always wanted To walk this avenue I had wanted to be Accompanied by you. Oh but,my dreams were, How untrue what fate did hold I had no clue I move through This fringed avenue Everyday with Gloom anew Oh I move through This fringed avenue Everytime with Gloom anew. dated:15th may,2008

My own people Do I avoid; My life nowdays Seems so void. I think perhaps Its an ambition I do Lack. I wish that Someone out there Would hold my back. With these thoughts I gonna seclude; To look out for my life Do I seek solitude. Well hope that In my solitary trance, I wold make out a lyre; To make me sing and To Dance, And to my dead cold soul Would add lively fire...

############# When the riders are in A real swing of mood; They dont need to Put up any hood. They Ride, like Hell They fight, n ring the bell; They Cruise To the seventh sky They dont Question How, when and Why. They just believe They are the best And yeah They're always in haste. They win, They CHARGE. Like lightening Is their spark. No CHALLENGE, Can be put up to them. No ROYALS, Have spirit Like them. No DAREDEVIL Dares to come. And in Every Way, They Are Pure INDIAN. They are going to be The real SUPERKINGS They Are going to have flight With really super srong Wings. No KINGS indeed Match up to them Every effort to put them down Are gone in Vain. They Are my Kolkata Knight Riders. They Are The Real fighters. Korbo Lorbo, Jeetbo Re!!......

Its all about love, About life, about truth; Everyone in World Sometimes will seem brute. Its you to realize Who's right; It you to decide Whom you wanna fight. If you can judge A friend in time, I'm sure you'll save Emotional famine. Hope I do it soon, Hope my loved ones Are my boon. Hope I can count on you, And hope You're able to Trust me through...........

Ruddy drops avoid it And my Heart's gonna dry. Flows through my eyes, But I dont wanna cry; I really dont wanna cry.. Got to go away, But conscience's to sway. For fresh gale to make way, I wanna be away; Hey! I just wanna be away. Oh dear! Now lemme leave, I got secrets up my sleeve. I know i cant with you live, I wanna make you believe; For sure,I wanna make you believe. Dont you take me cruel, I'm myself through bloody duel. My reasons and my emotions; To fire do the add fuel; Yeah, they're adding up the fuel. Hope I can find comfort, In solitary slumber. If it happens indeed, For me it'd be a wonder; Oh yeah, I'm waiting for that wonder. That ruddy drops do fill, And destroy the graffiti. Of your name from my heart, That means to me my own vincity; I'd rather have that vincity. And be away from thee, Just wanna flee. I just wana flee, And go away from the; Far away from thee......